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Friday, February 4, 2011
Journey Throughout This CNY Holidays
As the title suggests, it's all about my experience during the CNY 1-week holiday; which I don't get to go back. I don't have the desire to write only DESPAIRS of my life, so this one's got a little pizzaz in it. Starting last Friday (the day when holiday started), I have been feeling nothing but loneliness. So, I spend my 2 days in isolation, just eating instant foods and hiding in my hostel. The coming Sunday reliefs me from sleeping with a broomstick beside my bed as one of my housemate returned. He exclaims that he won't be going home like I did. I thought I had a companion at last. It seems. The few days later are filled with activities; doing all my laundry, booking flight ticket, completing my assignment, eating alone, and...... Then the trouble starts. As I exclaimed on my social profile, I suddenly felt sort of despair and heavy feeling of sadness lurking beneath my soul, giving my a heartwrenching feeling. It occurs during the CNY eve night. I thought that my conscience had already cleared of this doubtful feeling, but it seems that I really did miss my home. Later on, I did something that I had desired for quite a while now. I got it!!! My dream figure. All in a process of 10 minutes, which I thought wouldn't go on that smoothly. That's the happy part of my holiday. The depress part is: my house mate keeps on disrupting me. Borrowing stuff, bothering me during my private moment (doing assignments), borrowing stuff, dragging me to prey along with him (I prefer to do it alone, as they tend to show off with their reciting skills. As I prey 2 times with him, he tends to burp during reciting the holy verses. I don't know whether it means thankful to God or something, but it's quite rude!!!). Now, I just keep on avoiding him as much as possible. Staying at my friend's room (they treated me to lunch today, which I felt is the true sincerity that should be given), which is a new experience to me. As the holiday draws to a close, I just hope that it'll not be any worse after this. As if!!! As this is my personal diary, I will like to post some images that I got during this periods:
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Friday, February 4, 2011
Journey Throughout This CNY Holidays
As the title suggests, it's all about my experience during the CNY 1-week holiday; which I don't get to go back. I don't have the desire to write only DESPAIRS of my life, so this one's got a little pizzaz in it. Starting last Friday (the day when holiday started), I have been feeling nothing but loneliness. So, I spend my 2 days in isolation, just eating instant foods and hiding in my hostel. The coming Sunday reliefs me from sleeping with a broomstick beside my bed as one of my housemate returned. He exclaims that he won't be going home like I did. I thought I had a companion at last. It seems. The few days later are filled with activities; doing all my laundry, booking flight ticket, completing my assignment, eating alone, and...... Then the trouble starts. As I exclaimed on my social profile, I suddenly felt sort of despair and heavy feeling of sadness lurking beneath my soul, giving my a heartwrenching feeling. It occurs during the CNY eve night. I thought that my conscience had already cleared of this doubtful feeling, but it seems that I really did miss my home. Later on, I did something that I had desired for quite a while now. I got it!!! My dream figure. All in a process of 10 minutes, which I thought wouldn't go on that smoothly. That's the happy part of my holiday. The depress part is: my house mate keeps on disrupting me. Borrowing stuff, bothering me during my private moment (doing assignments), borrowing stuff, dragging me to prey along with him (I prefer to do it alone, as they tend to show off with their reciting skills. As I prey 2 times with him, he tends to burp during reciting the holy verses. I don't know whether it means thankful to God or something, but it's quite rude!!!). Now, I just keep on avoiding him as much as possible. Staying at my friend's room (they treated me to lunch today, which I felt is the true sincerity that should be given), which is a new experience to me. As the holiday draws to a close, I just hope that it'll not be any worse after this. As if!!! As this is my personal diary, I will like to post some images that I got during this periods:
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