Another quote that I'll like to publish is:
Genuine and sincerity is what truly motivates human races to drive forward and never be left back again.There's a Korean drama opening that rocks my pity heart right now, which is:
The Fugitive: Plan B
"don't compare your progress with that of others. we all need our own time to travel our own distance."
Thursday, January 6, 2011
I'm Miserable - 2
Today may be the most DULL day ever in my history of UPSI. Class finishes early, but I've got no sense of importance of whatever to do. My "Chinese" personality makes me hard to distinguish from typical Malays. I mean, maybe my Chinese traits were the main destruction of my friendship bonds. What to do? I'm a "Chinese" ma!!! Constantly bugged by various complications, I started to have my doubts in God. Why do me and my brothers have to suffer just based on the aftermaths of a lazy guy who's supposed to be the support branch of the family but instead just keeps on escaping from the realities of life? My 7 years of adolescent years are typically ruined by the constant sacrifices that I had to accomplish for some people. Become mute just so my Malay friends could tolerate with the Chinese, limited social circle, judged as "low-confidence" by others? Maybe they're right all along. I see most of my friends are enjoying the days of their youths, while I'm prepped like pickled mangoes, waiting to rot and depending on others to be consumed. I mean, why I couldn't be like others, like having my own "hot" girlfriend or cool-rated and could own my very own social cycle? After I entered university, I saw all kinds of attitudes: nice but truly naive, ignorant but caring, wild and ignorant, wild and lucky, two-faced weasel, kind and friendly, soft and open-hearted, just to name a few. Obviously, there are some of my friends that treat me as I am and didn't treat me as a pity individual. I really need the presence of bonds that would not expire, concrete, loyal, and stands up for each other. So far, this is a rare trait found in almost nobody in this land. It's time that I start to evolve and mature to withstand every counterattacks from the uncertainty events that constantly occurring in something that I call: EVERYDAY LIFE.
Another quote that I'll like to publish is:
The Fugitive: Plan B
Another quote that I'll like to publish is:
The Fugitive: Plan B
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Thursday, January 6, 2011
I'm Miserable - 2
Today may be the most DULL day ever in my history of UPSI. Class finishes early, but I've got no sense of importance of whatever to do. My "Chinese" personality makes me hard to distinguish from typical Malays. I mean, maybe my Chinese traits were the main destruction of my friendship bonds. What to do? I'm a "Chinese" ma!!! Constantly bugged by various complications, I started to have my doubts in God. Why do me and my brothers have to suffer just based on the aftermaths of a lazy guy who's supposed to be the support branch of the family but instead just keeps on escaping from the realities of life? My 7 years of adolescent years are typically ruined by the constant sacrifices that I had to accomplish for some people. Become mute just so my Malay friends could tolerate with the Chinese, limited social circle, judged as "low-confidence" by others? Maybe they're right all along. I see most of my friends are enjoying the days of their youths, while I'm prepped like pickled mangoes, waiting to rot and depending on others to be consumed. I mean, why I couldn't be like others, like having my own "hot" girlfriend or cool-rated and could own my very own social cycle? After I entered university, I saw all kinds of attitudes: nice but truly naive, ignorant but caring, wild and ignorant, wild and lucky, two-faced weasel, kind and friendly, soft and open-hearted, just to name a few. Obviously, there are some of my friends that treat me as I am and didn't treat me as a pity individual. I really need the presence of bonds that would not expire, concrete, loyal, and stands up for each other. So far, this is a rare trait found in almost nobody in this land. It's time that I start to evolve and mature to withstand every counterattacks from the uncertainty events that constantly occurring in something that I call: EVERYDAY LIFE.
Another quote that I'll like to publish is:
The Fugitive: Plan B
Another quote that I'll like to publish is:
Genuine and sincerity is what truly motivates human races to drive forward and never be left back again.There's a Korean drama opening that rocks my pity heart right now, which is:
The Fugitive: Plan B
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