It's really been a while since I compose entries that came straight from the heart. These 6 months period had been filled with new chapters of my life; teaching practice in the Pearl of the Orient, Penang alongside 2 months internship in Kepong, Kuala Lumpur. So much had been lingering on these past months, that it sort of mend me from the inside. I also lost mood to compose my life stories. Probably, after the "identity intrusion" case made me insecure to pour out all of my dissatisfaction online for the sake of people to judge me. Although hundreds of thousands hour these past 2013 that I spent alone, looking for a new identity & pathway to discover, gladly to claim that I might had recovered some of the traits I lost from all these years of family struggle. Maturity I say, probably had wiped its foot on my doormat.
Feelings, I learned about them a lot. All these while that I'm reminiscing all that I've been through; how my 1st dating turns out to be a F.A.I.L. disaster, my 2nd love left me in the dust, confused. Most importantly my upcoming one. I'm still puzzled by my revelations of feelings for her. Probably (lot of probability in this entry, duh~), she had already found out. She empowered me a lot during my darkest hours, so does I am to her. Testing period is on. But I realized our fate is just not meant to be. Probably (again~), should I ever been given an opportunity to share my life with her as a couple even for a short period, I won't mind. But, alone it is for Farid Morsidi, a.k.a. Li Shengshun. But proudly after my second crush, I would like to say "I love you". Probably, love isn't just about ownership. It's about making the people that we care about happy. When they're living well, so do we. So here it is, a poem that I composed for her before my internship ended 2 weeks ago. Too late to update it, but hey it's still going viral. Dear, this is for you. :-)
There’s something about the way when Fate encounter us in its path,
Maybe we were meant to be, or living life separately.
The strands of life memories, made us create imagery & perceptions,
Cause it sometimes feel strange, when we’re living close however seems far eventually.
Mutual feelings interjects, overflows the vision with illusion otherwise reality.
Where what’s expected as actual expression, fades out from conception.
Long time understood to be fake emotions, turn out to be emotions budding for affection,
It feels strange in this world of humanity, where people strive for relationship longevity or prosperity.
The essence of mutual relationship is like a labyrinth of puzzles, where our Fate remains unknown.
People meet and greet, extend their understanding regarding each other.
The longer they subjugate and sync among themselves, the more they endow each others' affection.
That’s where the risk lies, whether one would deeply indulge into the inter-relation be it repelled by its unwelcome state.
Is time the determining factor of everything, to delve deep into someone’s heart,
Or the compassion & affections developed within, that’s expressed from that ongoing longing of each other.
Does the principle of time span applies when we favours someone, or the emphasis is slanting towards the more important bonding that we share?
And so the question remains, could we care for someone that we live with every day or live with them just as the process of acknowledging new acquaintance nurture from time to time?
Cases of mistaken perception sometimes bear more thorn than been stabbed suddenly with a dagger,
Whereas a wrong step in relationship may take a downturn of awful awkwardness, or mature into a blissful memories for the future to come.
Emotions could mislead, however it could be the precise judgment towards self-maturity,
So as feelings of mutual bonding, where it could shape a person’s integrity of concrete reasoning.
When you form a friendship, don’t take advantage from each other.
When you encounter an intersection in relationship, choose the best option developed from the concrete judgment.
When you fall in love, make sure that it’s not a misunderstood state of one-side favouritism.
When you fail in relationship, take it as God’s way of offering a better key for a better furbished door to your pathway of happiness.
<Farid Morsidi, 4.34 p.m., Saturday 18th January 2014>
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Thursday, February 6, 2014
My Poem About Relationship...
It's really been a while since I compose entries that came straight from the heart. These 6 months period had been filled with new chapters of my life; teaching practice in the Pearl of the Orient, Penang alongside 2 months internship in Kepong, Kuala Lumpur. So much had been lingering on these past months, that it sort of mend me from the inside. I also lost mood to compose my life stories. Probably, after the "identity intrusion" case made me insecure to pour out all of my dissatisfaction online for the sake of people to judge me. Although hundreds of thousands hour these past 2013 that I spent alone, looking for a new identity & pathway to discover, gladly to claim that I might had recovered some of the traits I lost from all these years of family struggle. Maturity I say, probably had wiped its foot on my doormat.
Feelings, I learned about them a lot. All these while that I'm reminiscing all that I've been through; how my 1st dating turns out to be a F.A.I.L. disaster, my 2nd love left me in the dust, confused. Most importantly my upcoming one. I'm still puzzled by my revelations of feelings for her. Probably (lot of probability in this entry, duh~), she had already found out. She empowered me a lot during my darkest hours, so does I am to her. Testing period is on. But I realized our fate is just not meant to be. Probably (again~), should I ever been given an opportunity to share my life with her as a couple even for a short period, I won't mind. But, alone it is for Farid Morsidi, a.k.a. Li Shengshun. But proudly after my second crush, I would like to say "I love you". Probably, love isn't just about ownership. It's about making the people that we care about happy. When they're living well, so do we. So here it is, a poem that I composed for her before my internship ended 2 weeks ago. Too late to update it, but hey it's still going viral. Dear, this is for you. :-)
There’s something about the way when Fate encounter us in its path,
Maybe we were meant to be, or living life separately.
The strands of life memories, made us create imagery & perceptions,
Cause it sometimes feel strange, when we’re living close however seems far eventually.
Mutual feelings interjects, overflows the vision with illusion otherwise reality.
Where what’s expected as actual expression, fades out from conception.
Long time understood to be fake emotions, turn out to be emotions budding for affection,
It feels strange in this world of humanity, where people strive for relationship longevity or prosperity.
The essence of mutual relationship is like a labyrinth of puzzles, where our Fate remains unknown.
People meet and greet, extend their understanding regarding each other.
The longer they subjugate and sync among themselves, the more they endow each others' affection.
That’s where the risk lies, whether one would deeply indulge into the inter-relation be it repelled by its unwelcome state.
Is time the determining factor of everything, to delve deep into someone’s heart,
Or the compassion & affections developed within, that’s expressed from that ongoing longing of each other.
Does the principle of time span applies when we favours someone, or the emphasis is slanting towards the more important bonding that we share?
And so the question remains, could we care for someone that we live with every day or live with them just as the process of acknowledging new acquaintance nurture from time to time?
Cases of mistaken perception sometimes bear more thorn than been stabbed suddenly with a dagger,
Whereas a wrong step in relationship may take a downturn of awful awkwardness, or mature into a blissful memories for the future to come.
Emotions could mislead, however it could be the precise judgment towards self-maturity,
So as feelings of mutual bonding, where it could shape a person’s integrity of concrete reasoning.
When you form a friendship, don’t take advantage from each other.
When you encounter an intersection in relationship, choose the best option developed from the concrete judgment.
When you fall in love, make sure that it’s not a misunderstood state of one-side favouritism.
When you fail in relationship, take it as God’s way of offering a better key for a better furbished door to your pathway of happiness.
<Farid Morsidi, 4.34 p.m., Saturday 18th January 2014>
Feelings, I learned about them a lot. All these while that I'm reminiscing all that I've been through; how my 1st dating turns out to be a F.A.I.L. disaster, my 2nd love left me in the dust, confused. Most importantly my upcoming one. I'm still puzzled by my revelations of feelings for her. Probably (lot of probability in this entry, duh~), she had already found out. She empowered me a lot during my darkest hours, so does I am to her. Testing period is on. But I realized our fate is just not meant to be. Probably (again~), should I ever been given an opportunity to share my life with her as a couple even for a short period, I won't mind. But, alone it is for Farid Morsidi, a.k.a. Li Shengshun. But proudly after my second crush, I would like to say "I love you". Probably, love isn't just about ownership. It's about making the people that we care about happy. When they're living well, so do we. So here it is, a poem that I composed for her before my internship ended 2 weeks ago. Too late to update it, but hey it's still going viral. Dear, this is for you. :-)
There’s something about the way when Fate encounter us in its path,
Maybe we were meant to be, or living life separately.
The strands of life memories, made us create imagery & perceptions,
Cause it sometimes feel strange, when we’re living close however seems far eventually.
Mutual feelings interjects, overflows the vision with illusion otherwise reality.
Where what’s expected as actual expression, fades out from conception.
Long time understood to be fake emotions, turn out to be emotions budding for affection,
It feels strange in this world of humanity, where people strive for relationship longevity or prosperity.
The essence of mutual relationship is like a labyrinth of puzzles, where our Fate remains unknown.
People meet and greet, extend their understanding regarding each other.
The longer they subjugate and sync among themselves, the more they endow each others' affection.
That’s where the risk lies, whether one would deeply indulge into the inter-relation be it repelled by its unwelcome state.
Is time the determining factor of everything, to delve deep into someone’s heart,
Or the compassion & affections developed within, that’s expressed from that ongoing longing of each other.
Does the principle of time span applies when we favours someone, or the emphasis is slanting towards the more important bonding that we share?
And so the question remains, could we care for someone that we live with every day or live with them just as the process of acknowledging new acquaintance nurture from time to time?
Cases of mistaken perception sometimes bear more thorn than been stabbed suddenly with a dagger,
Whereas a wrong step in relationship may take a downturn of awful awkwardness, or mature into a blissful memories for the future to come.
Emotions could mislead, however it could be the precise judgment towards self-maturity,
So as feelings of mutual bonding, where it could shape a person’s integrity of concrete reasoning.
When you form a friendship, don’t take advantage from each other.
When you encounter an intersection in relationship, choose the best option developed from the concrete judgment.
When you fall in love, make sure that it’s not a misunderstood state of one-side favouritism.
When you fail in relationship, take it as God’s way of offering a better key for a better furbished door to your pathway of happiness.
<Farid Morsidi, 4.34 p.m., Saturday 18th January 2014>
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