Hearts Unwavered, Silent Souls Sobbed with Gloomy Tears

(credit to http://syigimsharif.blogspot.com/2011/01/sad.html)

Beneath the fireplace that burns brightly throughout the dim night, the ashes of despair drifted along the flow of evening breeze,

Against the soil pavement that stilts firmly on the ground, the man weeps with his faith,

When everything that couldn’t be subjugated to is lost, he endlessly suffer under the stagnant flow of time,

The breeze came to a grinding halt, however emotions wavered like tornadoes sweeping through the leaf on the cold forest floor,

The fruit on the trees doesn’t seem getting ripen anytime soon, or so it should struck yellow on the moment where all hopes is gone,

As the split second when one realizes that they’re happy, they lost everything.

Concurrently emotions tick like a tense cable waiting to snap, the soulless carcass carries on the desire to live,

Exactly where it thought that it’s undertaken swiftly by the community, the painful truth silently emerges,

Mirrored by the blue lake of tranquility, the man only sees a shred of what’s been forsaken from him,

With the surface reflects nothing, the urge to depart the carcass enveloped the soul within,

The endearing smile slowly fades away, as concrete materialization of ether reality abstracts the inner perception.

With estranged destination in mind, the man crawls his handicapped foot to the direction of absolute uncertainty,

Coherently shovels the ground with his bare foot filled with scars, he bravely marched through the blistering heat of undermining discrimination,

Targeting against the brown ashes that colours entrail the sky, the child endlessly suffer beneath the stagnant flow of time,

The bitter fruit doesn’t seem getting ripen, as the moment one realizes they’re happy is the moment that they lost everything.

With 1 destination in mind, the blue lake surfaced reflects nothing urging the souls to depart from his unrealistic realm.

The freezing wind blows through the dawn primrose, shivering souls that passes through the vicinity,

When the one that he loves rejected his sense of reconciliation, the reality shatters like fingers dipping into the tranquil lake surface,

Echoes of disappointment dispersed his inner perception, encompasses the actual indulgence of his ever first love-on-sight,

Hearts are rent asunder, silent screams filled the lung cavity within the sane mind,

The shocking knife slits through the skin of vivacity, sensation of pain slowly emerged into his calm temperament,

The desire of love no longer remains, as the echoing voice of his endearment disappears forever.

With faith as his middle man, his soul entrails the very pavement that shatters each time a step is landed,

Signifying the dissolving of hope and sanctity, disappointment that he shoulders with each step he took,

Slowly abeit jolting sense of shocking judgment stilts his conscious, the rose that decorates the porch he’s passing is wilting,

As far as it seems, time needs to perform reconciliation and resonates the compassion that he questions within himself,

Due to the fact of his fading preferential judgment, he withstands the pain via experience and guilt alone,

But still, the man laughs while sobs within the darkness of night.

p/s: After I confessed my love to her, she REJECTED me. It finally happened.  Would discourse it in the next entry. :'(