Probably The Most Happiest Day I Ever Lived To Taste

                Seriously, I think it’s been nearly 3 weeks since my last entry update.  Seriously (another 1), this semester is by FAR the worst.  I’ve been sleeping at 5 a.m. a few streaks already.  But never mind that.  This entry is by far my most happy experience ever.  It happened last Saturday, where my martial arts class finally concludes for this semester.  As I’m so hectic, I’m still scratched to etch down what occurred that made me remain smiling when I think about it, until this very day when 1 week already passed.  I’ll browse through it in chronology, so you will understand my point of grinning…

               During the early semester, my heart itches to buy a new handphone, which I know would be a very impossible feat.  Been eyeing on the cheapest Android, Samsung Galaxy Y (which’s included in my budget in the previous entries), but I know it won’t happen with my condition.  However, a miracle occurred 2 weeks ago, with my mom nourishing my financial supply, enabling me to finally own my own dream device.  It was indeed, the most happy Mother’s Day of my life  (although I’m not a mother, LOL).  So, I’ve surveyed the town despite my classes ended late after 5 p.m.  I don’t mind to walk there, haha.  And after carefully considering my budget, I finally decided to reside on a Sony Ericsson XPERIA Mini pro.  Got “Pro” at the back, which made it a worthwhile owning.  The next thing that I did maybe IS the most DARING accomplishment that I ever made in social interaction: asking my crush on a date.  To purchase the phone with me, haha.  I’ve aforementioned about her, my “colour”.  Look down below the entries.  That very night, I dared myself to click on the green orb beside her name, pops out the chat menu & indirectly, guts included, inquired about her free time.  In my “bluffing” effort to approach her, I told her about my pre-planned Android shopping spree.  Like I can’t believe it, she immediately agreed!!!  Wow!!!  It was the very 1^st date in my life!!!  And so, my heart holds on the gritting to purchase the phone early, just to await for the upcoming Saturday.  The day finally landed its hours upon my routine, where I attended the usual martial arts class from 2 to 4 p.m.  

                This blissful event happened on the 19^th of May, 2012.  That day, I awaited her texts, doubting whether she would reject my preposition in the end.  She previously asked to bring a companion along (which I highly hope she didn’t do it, need some precious time alone with her, haha), but in the end it really beats my heart at a vigorous rate just to see whether that revolution will occur.  Right before my class ended, she texted me about my whereabouts.  I read it with awe feeling, wondering whether I could handle my very first “date” right at this day where everything happens.  So, after she interchanged a few texts with me about her current business, I volunteered to wait for her outside campus after my prayer session, asking her to pray first before we proceed to town.  Waited for her in an hour perhaps, but it’s worth it.  Not long after 5.10 p.m., while I’m reading a book, a sudden perfume scent breezed through my nostrils, accompanied by a black shadow sitting right beside me.  It’s her, smiling like she didn’t normally do (well, it’s more of grinning…) with a nod of gesture, accompanied by a “Hi” greeting.  Man, I really didn’t know why, but my lips curved a huge grin all of a sudden, chills in my heart, nervousness tingles behind my spine.  I greeted her back, and waited with her for the shuttle bus to town.  During that period, it’s raining dizzily, and there’s no sign of the transport coming even after I awaited for an hour.  So, I inquired about her willingness to walk to town (its more romantic, I admit I’m playful that day), which she declined politely.  Then, she asked me whether I’m willing to hitch a cab ride (which I worried, as my wallet leaves 14 bucks after paying for the taekwon-do fees earlier).  However, I followed her suggestion.  

As we walked to the cab, there’s people staring at us, jealously perhaps.  She’s showing signs  of empowerment as she leads the walk.  Wow, if she’s my destined soul mate, would she do just the same?  As we rode the cab, I could sense that the both of us are nervous in this first outing together, with both sides remain absolutely silent throughout the journey.  However, the awkward trip ended in 5 minutes.  Thank God, hehe.  I opened the door and held the umbrella for her as it rains heavily outside.  We DID look just like couples that time.  Then I asked to go to the bank, which she agreed upon.  Only after I returned from the bank, we started to open up upon each other.  There, sparks flied.  I never feel so swayed and happy being together with a stranger besides my family.  We headed into a mobile phone store where I immediately asked from the owner the desired phone.  Shockingly, he thought I’m a Chinese (not shockingly, haha…as expected) when I inquired about the phone.  He gave me a pricing of RM500, with a free 8GB memory card included.  That’s a hefty 100 bucks discount from the original pricing, I tell you.  I laughed contentedly within my conscious, grateful that I saved nearly 200 bucks from the intended budget.  The store helper ignored her presence, however asking me whether we’d come in together.  The next thing that he asked nearly shakes me with laughter: “Are you couples?  She’s a different race than you…” Her eyes lightened up as the question is asked, as if she understood the situation.  I DENIED it (however in my heart, I wish we are…).  As the shop owner took out the phone and prepared the necessary installations, she asked me about the situation.  I explained to her, and she laughed with a groan in the back.  I mean, that’s what I absolutely adored about her: no fake attitude nor acting, just pure heart.  Although she’s harsh ( a lot of people commented about it), she’s a kind-hearted person that would never ignore a birthday present to someone even if it already passed.  I accompanied her to purchase gifts to her pals (my course mate of course, although it rained heavily).  After I  purchased the phone, I allowed her to glance & touch it, thus making her the first to do so.  She’s glad about it, could see well from her complexion.

She didn’t usually smile that much when she’s socializing, I think.  But the grin etched on her face when I ran slowly while holding umbrella for her under the drizzle shows that she’s not covering everything negative about herself, just genuine feelings.  After we bought the gifts, I invited her to KFC (that’s the ONLY classy place in this sleepy town…), which she reluctantly agreed.  There, I treated her to what she favoured, trying to take a picture of her with my new hp.  She shielded her face, haha…as expected.  So I failed something that day while accomplished another…We eat while chatting about her origins (I’m trying to dig some info to know her closer, duh…), but we were caught red-handed by 1 of our pals.  Well…it’s ok anyway. (By now, the news already spread about my date with her; we can never believe a woman’s mouth…).  After that, we went back to campus. She declined to take a cab, so we walked across the railway flyover across the campus which is quiet as a ghost town during the weekends.  The walk home was amazingly romantic.  We exchanged jokes, laughs, and facts about ourselves that we previously didn’t know, even after passing the area where it’s rumored to be “haunted”.  The happiness ended when we reach the main portal.  I gestured goodbye to her, while she also did the same while thanking me for treating her.  Thanks to my mom, I managed to earn 2 happiness that day: a new handphone, and an opportunity to know my love closer.  

 After this incident, I always grin alone, wherever I am.  If I got a chance to snap a pic with her, that would make my head explode absolutely.  So, now you say about how I feel about her? You decide.  My feelings about her fluctuates, shoots down, then rose again.  It’s a weird feeling actually.  She already asked me for a second 1.  So, does it mean that she finally acknowledged my love towards her? Then again, you decide.  This love-fool can’t adjust a proper opinion about his own feelings, after being scratched mentally for 8 years.  Hope this person would bring a new dawn across his heavily dented heart…J

So here it is, something that makes up my day a little, not much but somehow pleasing.:-D