I'm...Stunned With The Amount of Hypocrites Around Me...Count It and It Could Drown An Elephant

You!!!!!!! Why're you always making me pissed off? I understand of all people, but you? Why, you!!! Now I felt like you are my dad's reincarnation all over again.  I respected you to be situated all together with you this semester, but you really are the BIGGEST CHEAPSKATE I'VE EVER SEEN!!! Son of a *****!!! You betray me over and over again, then you play dumb, not knowing you had injured my heart in the process.  I hate you and your thick face!!! How thick your face is? 5 cm? 

You are undoubtedly, the 2nd darndest person after my father.  You said that you're taking care of me, but all I've seen is you been treating me like a baby.  As if you're having burdens to look after me with my pitiful family condition.  If you're by any chance smaller than me in age, I would had, undoubtedly slapped you so hard you would had heard a sharp twitching in your ear as the final tune you'll ever hear.  How much are you going to betray me? I mean, I'd posted on Facebook countless anonymous statement that pinpoints your betrayal to me, darn it!!! And you're too nitwit to even comprehend my English? You are quite a shocker.  Enough with the pity feelings you had.  

By the time you left me for just having fun with your buddies, you've lost me as a friend.  You always did that.  But when I'm absent even for a couple of hours, you'll act as if it's my fault of leaving, perhaps leisure or sort.  You really are the biggest midget I've ever seen.  Scumbags.  I am an adult to be pitied by a hypocrite like you.  Countless anger in the form of silence had I've hampered on this 4 wall compound, but you and your buddy are just too naive to even realize it.  I mean, if you're really paying attention like you are and nothing else, you'll notice my fury a LONG TIME AGO.  What a loser!!! Scum!!! I pray that we inter-switch our lives, let you be in my shoes for a moment.  Then, you'll realize that it's hard to be Farid.  Scum piece of loser!!!

P/S: Forgive me so much for this, I just couldn't find a suitable location to vent my anger, as I've lost my parents, brother, family, and even my friends in the process of experiencing university life.  God, help me. I'm so troubled inside.  Being treated like this over and over again, what had I done in my past life to be bestowed some living as horrible as this? Every day I weeps, and weeps, but it never seems resolved.  What the heck is this life for? Now, even my closest pals had turned their back when they found out about my past.  Haven't they seen over my recently weird behaviour? 

By leaving me like this, is it an appropriate thing for them to do? Maybe I really should've evolved earlier, this way they could've not trampled me like this.  I felt like my standard had been lowered into the lowest trench in the ocean, even though I've not done any crime in this life to be treated like this badly.  If you had feelings like you should and not blinded by wealth and enjoyment, you would've left me alone in the dust earlier, not by aiding me in the process and then left me like a piece of used napkin.  What am I? Toilet papers? Chewed apple leftover?  Oh God, I've almost giving up in this life.  Just a step closer towards my self-destructions.  I've done so much to please everyone, but, nothing seems working out.  I'm so sad....................:-(