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| Embracing your love ones may be an impossible feat should you're not destined to be, however prayer is the best medium to mend your broken hopes. <farid, 3.18 a.m., 24.12.2012> |
After the recent heartbreak, it's not without boundaries that my feelings succumbed to depression. However, ignore all those feelings. There's something else that's worth more to worry. An unexpected incident happened last Tuesday night. As I was rushing on my work, there's sudden text from my good pal Ira (that I mentioned earlier in the entries) that my dear had caught up in a nasty accident. Really, I don't know what to think at first, as I expected no more than an arm or leg fracture. As my pal Kuan Shan called me in an urge of urgency right after that, I was utterly speechless. That night, as I was attending a college gathering right in front of my home, my pal signals me to go to the hospital. Even in the speech made by the UPSI authorities, it's aforementioned about her accident. She and her room mate got a head-on collision with a compact car in the vicinity of our campus. They got fling over from their motorbikes. Never expected it to be THAT SERIOUS!!!
After that, we rushed to the hospital, accompanied by 2 of my female friends. Only God knows how my heart shook during that journey. When we reach there, as I saw her weak look, motionless with the attire that I saw her donning in early that morning with her eyes at the brink of shutting, I nearly bursted in tears right within that confinement. She still seems shy to face me after what happened a few days prior. I wouldn't mention it, as people are notorious creatures that would twist any relevant facts. Her ribs, legs, arms, and shoulders (all are in the left side) are literally broken. When she turned her face towards me right after she hold her broken ribs in pain, tears flowed down her cheek. You could imagine it if it had occurred to you before. So, I couldn't even stand beside her, couldn't even had the gut to hold for even 5 minutes as I consoled her before. I avoided my eyes leaking water drops by running out of the ICU, with my pals following after that. They know how devastated I felt, when they see my expression as I hold my saliva and look her in the eyes. I prayed, and prayed later that midnight when her 1st scheduled surgery took place to join her broken ribs and shoulders.
So, not composing long essays today although I got a lot to mention where my feelings broke down like hell. Despite what occurred before, where there are so many misunderstandings that etched a very hollow scar within the trench of my soul, deep down I really pray for all my might that she's going to resume back to her normal health, where she would scold me for all those childish things that I did. Scold me all you want, and I'll take it with a deaf ears as long as you're okay. From here, I pledge to all who's reading this to donate a simple prayer to my dear ***a *****i for her safety recovery and surgery. Although I couldn't care for her as her companion, a comfort as a dear pal would be suffice. Please, please pray for her. Thank you.
